| Ore wa shinjiru. |
[21 Jul 2008|11:50pm] |
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"Caramelldansen" - DJ Bouche feat. Cristina |
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I hate forcing myself, I really do.
But it's like this: I can't very well free myself up to do my own thing and ignore the needs of those around me.
Dangit. Conscience, I hate you. Leave me alone.
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| The One That Got Away |
[21 Jul 2008|03:40pm] |
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Went fishing with Dad and Uncle Noru. What'd I miss in terms of cafe people? I heard something about Shuu becoming emo, but I don't really believe it.
I mean, the only way that would happen is if he were posessed. Dai, you did check for signs of that, right?
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| There's your explanation. |
[20 Jul 2008|10:43pm] |
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Instant snowball fight in July, huh?
Kocha, you're a genius.
My weekend hasn't gone so well.
I managed to cut myself twice by accident during sword training, but it was nothing major. There really have been a lot of monsters and Chimera Anima around lately, albeit in isolated locations. I'm not sure that I prefer the katana over Spirit Luminary, but it makes finishing large monsters off a lot easier. And it's much easier to retrieve their souls, or whatever you want to call them. Don't suppose monsters have actual souls.
My trips to the caverns also proved fruitless. It would be much easier to find someone if I at least had a lead, but I don't have one. I'm not sure if anyone does, and I'm not about to ask. After all, I'm not after a lecture on why I shouldn't bother looking for him.
As for the spell I'm trying to master, I have a long way to go. In the end, I'm not even sure I'm qualified to cast it.
This weekend brought in yet another batch of representatives for local and foreign institutions trying to convince me that I'd rather attend their universities than Tokyo U, which I had already decided on months ago. At this rate, I'm about ready to say "screw graduate school" and just not go at all if it's going to be a headache like this. I don't really NEED to go to graduate school. Actually, if I could get the job I wanted, I wouldn't need anything. But I'm not getting my hopes up. It's completely out of my reach. And the next best thing - entrepreneuring - doesn't require any further education on my part either, save going to scientific conventions and seminars and establishing business connections. The whole thing is a pain in the neck, but it's true that scientists network. It's impossible to do anything alone - you have to at the very least be aware of current studies and prior research in whatever it is you're doing - which usually includes corresponding with the authors of peer-reviewed papers and whatnot.
Gamu keeps mentioning Miss Beautiful - I think she secretly wants to enter it. Thanks for digging up bad memories.
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| Across the Universe |
[18 Jul 2008|10:33pm] |
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"Ring" - Sakuma Kumi |
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How frustrating.
I can't believe people actually thought I died. What the heck is wrong with you all? Half of you are mages for crying out loud - and you know a person's presence disappears if they leave a dimension, I wager? Isn't that basic knowledge?
Well apparently nobody bothered looking for a body, since this one's still intact and in perfect working order.
I was only gone for three days. Some individuals had been disappearing, and there was something else I wanted to look into, so I had to do some dimension-hopping. It took longer than expected, and used up a lot of energy, so I didn't bother going back and forth and just spent the night where I was.
And I didn't tell you because of one of the following reasons:
a) I didn't want you to worry needlessly
b) I didn't want you to talk me out of it
c) I didn't want you to come with me
d) I didn't want to disappoint you when I came back empty-handed
e) I didn't want to waste your time
f) I didn't want to get you involved and possibly hurt
g) you don't trust me anyway, so why should I tell you?
But I'm back now. Geez...
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